another night in hellLocked within my soul is painanother night in hell
my heart is wounded I fight the urge to cut through my skin my veins are pulsing, my mind is racing I am on my knees fists clenched I am white-knuckled face red although the tears refuse to come my past steals my breath away the screams catch in my throat exhausted I collapse and even though my eyelids are drooping I fight to keep from drowning in the images that are my past, part of my reality I am unable to suspend them in time, and for far longer than I would like they come back to me now
screams--screams echo off the walls as I cry out cursing those who curse me I loathe them the fake , the transparent the whiners the ones born with a silver-spoon in their mouths and a bracelet from tiffany's around their wrist I curse them and my screams echo off the wallsscreams--
shadows--shadows loom inside my head emotion lacedshadows--
I scream lurking black figures bare their fangs and leech life from me I gasp drawing in some air to maybe clear my head to avoid plunging deeper into the abyss my eyes flutter open as I sit bolt upright on the bed
and take in my surrondings praying that I can drift back to sleep and make it through the dark without anymore shadows looming in my head
searching for direction--aimlessly my eyes wander my mind drifts heartbeating in my ears crimson tears fall silently and embrace my cheeks I am burdened swallowed by family denying things terrible things that I have endured dark secrets they want to remain hidden a childhood of pain that abutted adulthood I will not be silenced I will break free I will soar and bare my soulsearching for direction--
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I have napalm for breakfast.
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